|| Contract to the Universe || Journal Exercise

Thanks it was very insightful and inspiring❤️

This journaling prompt i avoided for the longest because it would force me to be honest and would have to commit to myself first. its a self contract, i am scared of failing and falling back into my normal old habits i hate lying to myself. although i always have great intentions on proving myself wrong and following through i give up before i even start. im really want to prove myself wrong and commit. the one word that is centered around my truth is commitment. so i am making this my WORD for year 2020. . thank you ladies for making me be honest with myself❤️

I will write a contract later on today. I took a personal day off to spend time with my sis. Self love day... I’m going to create a day just for me. Lol! 🤔 My sister and I were talking about our childhood memories. She was speaking on my dreams and my auditions for movies and commercials. My mother was so against me getting into film. I had a support system who believed in my vision. I remember my English teacher came into my hood to talk with my mom about my talent and my mother shunned her away. Then I got to thinking, maybe it was a blessing in disguise. I would probably be fighting with my mom about money. My mom wasn’t the nurturing type, but anything money related and control was an eye opener. But anyways...I haven’t really fully figured it out, but I’m getting closer to figuring it out. My daughter told me to do what makes me happy. We shall see....